i'm fine, actually.

2011.

In retrospect, this year wasn’t so bad. It was a long year and that gave me time to grow. It was a year of new experiences. This was my first year through college, and i have to say, i have learned so much.

One of the things that made my summer great was that i interned for a doctor, and the experience was altogether eye opening. Talking to numerous people, getting a glimpse of their lives as they pass through, along with helping them in anyway possible, made me realize that what i want to do with my life, the path i want to take, is the right one.

Being away from home constantly in place that only promises ego shattering stress, really wears a person out. But this is truly a year to learn and get through all of that. What really helped was immersing myself in a different environment where i can only see those who need much more help than i do (yay for clinical internship). In the spirit of empathy, i can see clearly that all the problems i fixate on are really not problems at all. Though, sometimes i seem to forget it when things get intense. i then fall and get lost in a dark and sullen world where being happy is really a thing of the past. With a simple call, my family to keeps me from falling deeper.

Lastly, it is only fair to say that this year is somewhat amazing and wonderful because of him. It has been a year, and all the memories we have made together never fail to make me smile.
*Olive juice.

okay i am done reflecting, and 2011 wasn’t really that bad after all :].i hope everyone else feels the same way, if not, there’s only a couple hours left of this year anyway so hang in there. good bye for now, and greet the new year with your love ones :D

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one of the best nights ever <3

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“ Consider again that dot. That’s here. That’s home. That’s us. On it everyone you love, everyone you know, everyone you ever heard of, every human being who ever was, lived out their lives. The aggregate of our joy and suffering, thousands of confident religions, ideologies, and economic doctrines, every hunter and forager, every hero and coward, every creator and destroyer of civilization, every king and peasant, every young couple in love, every mother and father, hopeful child, inventor and explorer, every teacher of morals, every corrupt politician, every “superstar”, every “supreme leader”, every saint and sinner in the history of our species lived there - on a mote of dust suspended in a sunbeam. The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Our posturings, our imagined self-importance, the delusion that we have some privileged position in the Universe:, are challenged by this point of pale light. Our planet is a lonely speck in the great enveloping cosmic dark. In our obscurity, in all this vastness, there is no hint that help will come from elsewhere to save us from ourselves. The Earth is the only world known so far to harbor life. There is nowhere else, at least in the near future, to which our species could migrate. Visit, yes. Settle, not yet. Like it or not, for the moment the Earth is where we make our stand. It has been said that astronomy is a humbling and character-building experience. There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world. To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue dot, the only home we’ve ever known.

— Pale Blue Dot, Carl Sagan

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transfixme:

you wear those glasses

i honestly think i am in love.

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cback:

can’t remember, is this usual suspects or reservoir dogs?

it’s reservoir dogs

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lol best part of the movie

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done done done

this didn’t really register when i left the exam room…. but

i am done with my first year of college. It feels like i just finished senior year of high school yesterday. The funny thing is is that it doesn’t feel like its over. There’s no conclusive sensation to any of this, and it’s unsettling. At the same time, i have two more free days left in college with NO WORK (for once in my life) :]] time to have some fun.

now pack up my dorm room, and SUMMER IS HERE. FUCK YEAH

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<3

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spiffy spiffy

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what happened to all the people that matted? seems like in our lives, we always cross certain people who are utterly, unreasonably, just simply, good to us. there’s no question about it. They just care, and they say all you really need to hear even if you didn’t even know what you wanted to hear in the first place. its amazing how well they know you and it’s wonderful how after you talk to them, you are certain that things will be alright even if you know that things aren’t going to change; it’s still alright.

where did all those people go?

when those people simply walk out of your life or momentarily slipped away, nothing seems to fall into place and all is at a lost. then you finally realize what you’re afraid to comprehend all along, and that is that you’re really just alone.

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2011.

done done done

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